Hi all,
i'm new Here i Hope you don't mind me posting on your forum some on Here know me already from build-uk.
my name is wayne i'm 42yrs old i live in cornwall,united kingdom in a small village called st.merryn.
i was diagnosed in 1998 but Had symptoms at least 2-3 before tHat, i'm in a wHeelcHair Have been for 2.5yrs because of one to many falls tHe last resulted in me being impailed by my Head on tHe edge of our central Heating radiator witH 6 paramedics in attendance because of suspected broken neck (xrays remain undecided) but i escaped witH just a 5 incH gasH wHicH was glued waffle waffle.....
any way tHe words i wrote about guilt seem to Have been mis-interpreted!.
i do not feel guilty for Having mnd/als and no one sHould at all never.
wHat i do feel guilty for is my selfisHness and demands i put upon my wife and How Her life Has totally cHanged and not for tHe better.
yes guilt is tHe rigHt word for my feelings towards Her life not my life, for i can not say 100% tHat if tHe boot was on tHe otHer foot i would be Here supporting caring for Her as sHe does for me.
i'm new Here i Hope you don't mind me posting on your forum some on Here know me already from build-uk.
my name is wayne i'm 42yrs old i live in cornwall,united kingdom in a small village called st.merryn.
i was diagnosed in 1998 but Had symptoms at least 2-3 before tHat, i'm in a wHeelcHair Have been for 2.5yrs because of one to many falls tHe last resulted in me being impailed by my Head on tHe edge of our central Heating radiator witH 6 paramedics in attendance because of suspected broken neck (xrays remain undecided) but i escaped witH just a 5 incH gasH wHicH was glued waffle waffle.....
any way tHe words i wrote about guilt seem to Have been mis-interpreted!.
i do not feel guilty for Having mnd/als and no one sHould at all never.
wHat i do feel guilty for is my selfisHness and demands i put upon my wife and How Her life Has totally cHanged and not for tHe better.
yes guilt is tHe rigHt word for my feelings towards Her life not my life, for i can not say 100% tHat if tHe boot was on tHe otHer foot i would be Here supporting caring for Her as sHe does for me.