This was posted by wayne of uk-build. it is what many of us feel;(This is also me)
today i read in a thread about being positive a word that stuck out like a slap on the face.
every day i feel guilty of how my wifes life has been changed.
guilt: she has no life of her own
guilt: she has had to mother another baby after years of mothering 4 children already and what a good job she did there.
guilt: for not being able to provide for her anymore.
guilt: when i wake her up because i need someThing.
guilt: i married the woman not a nurse.
guilt: because if she goes out she worries.
guilt: for the past misery i have caused her.
guilt: for wanting to survive and prolonging her worries.
guilt: when i see her cry in secret.
guilt: for the cutting remarks i make.
guilt: when i promised her the world and not on her shoulders.
i could go on all day but i'm feeling guilty wasting your time