Sammantha
Senior member
- Joined
- Aug 11, 2007
- Messages
- 501
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- Uni
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- NC
- City
- Newport
Well i thought it would never happen, but i am officially depressed.. All i want to do is cry, cry, cry....... The dissappointment i see in my husband, childrens, and family members eyes all the time, the constant health issues and lack of help, and this overwhelming feeling that i am missing someone or something... It is very strange, i feel like i want to go home, and home meaning heaven. That my true love is there and i can enjoy the beauty of the trees and flowers and run, run, run and never get tired or out of breathe. But i am stuck here watching everything i have get taken away, the constant barrage of bill collectors and now that they found a thymoma i still am on a possible ten month long waiting list to go back to UNC. So i get to have scary breathing issues, weakness and all the other stuff, ALONE. No help, no guidance, to top it off i have to find a job that will probably fire me when i get the call to finally go see the neuro again..... Its just one failure after another.... sam