thankyou everyone, i suppose i just needed to get things of my chest so to speak.
sorry bill for taking over your thread.
my dad is doing quite well in that there has been no further mental deterioration for some months now,the cyst on his brain is not causing any symptoms so that is good.
al,i know what you mean. my son is out of work and he has tried so hard but there is nothing,our town has been hit hard with the recession.
i am keeping us both on the bit of disability i get,moving home has not helped financially.
my mum reminded me yesterday that faith is so important during these hard times,mine has hit rock bottom over the last year.
my mum has a very strong faith as a jehovahs witness(no door jokes please:lol
,i was brought up as one along with my siblings.
i know i am not happy without my faith,this is something i need to work on.
i just find it so hard to cope with all the suffering in the world.
thankyou for letting me moan,i dont like to as i feel guilty when there are so many worse off.
feel free to offload on me anytime.
lets hope 2009 is a little better for us all