- Joined
- Jul 25, 2015
- Messages
- 1,606
- Reason
- CALS
- Diagnosis
- 07/2015
- Country
- US
- State
- tx
- City
- Dallas
Vince, I will start this reply with I am sorry. To you, the other pals, Steve and even the Cals. I am not sure I can find the words to explain this to myself let alone you. I can say I am sure your wife misses you also just like I miss Steve. This damn disease takes so much from the Pals and has Cals we can't do anything to stop it no amount of love can change its course. It changes us in ways that can be explained by me. I try hugging Steve and feel nothing but frailty and a deep sense of sorrow.
I hate that the affection we felt together is all but gone and it breaks my heart. I know we should have those moments but the fear of losing so much take over and touching body just makes me so guilty and sad for his in and loss. We as Cals want to be there but we also need to know how you feel
Tell her how you and reach out to her. I know b if Steve could find a way to show me he needs affection I would be there.
I hate that the affection we felt together is all but gone and it breaks my heart. I know we should have those moments but the fear of losing so much take over and touching body just makes me so guilty and sad for his in and loss. We as Cals want to be there but we also need to know how you feel
Tell her how you and reach out to her. I know b if Steve could find a way to show me he needs affection I would be there.