kelly
Senior member
- Joined
- Oct 6, 2006
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- US
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- ny
- City
- saratoga springs
I just feel exhausted...at the moment...for the moment! I often feel like this is an out of body experience..this can't be happening to our family. Then my 6 year old asks, what will happen if Daddy falls when we are not home. Trying to keep normalcy for the kids....this is the new normal. Not the normal we ever imagined.... or ever wanted. Feel pulled in every direction. I want peace for my husband..trying to keep him going..not easy. I am searching for the supposed "lesson" that we are supposed to learn from this experience. Yes, we experience small miracles..and kindness from friends..and strangers..and that is what helps us fight on. Feel better already..thanks for listening. Fondly in SS