designdiva
Active member
- Joined
- May 30, 2013
- Messages
- 43
- Reason
- CALS
- Diagnosis
- 06/2013
- Country
- US
- State
- Indiana
- City
- Indianapolis
I think all of these things must be so hard for a person to learn to accept, no one would "want" these things but sometimes they are the lesser of two evils. It was hard for me as well as a CALS to watch him go through all these things and letting him make decisions I knew weren't particularly helping his situation. As much as it upset and infuriated me at times I refused to argue much over it, I would just research and provide info and let him make the call. As hard as it was I am thankful now that I didn't spend my energy arguing and that regardless of the consequences the choices he made were ultimately his for as long as possible. Since he is gone now it is easy to feel guilty about everything, whether it had anything to do with me or not, and I am glad I don't have a ton of forced decisions and drawn out arguments on my conscience.