Hi Everyone,
I don't know if you remember me but Dick passed away a year ago on the 15th. We had our family reunion on the 4th of July and he died the 15th. I am so depressed now. This is so much harder than any first holidays I spent without him. I go to his gravesite at least every week to say hi. I understand I am in the greiving process but the connection between the mind and heart just don't connect. I check in once in a while on the forum but I wish there was more progress in a year. I still keep hearing of more new cases. I just wanted to say hello again to everyone and we learned so much from you and I am just giving myself a hug from all of you who were there for us. I am feeling sorry for myself. Everyone says how good i am doing and how strong I am and how well I function but that is just my public face, my sadness is so profound not just for me but for all of you. I wish i could be positive but you once told me i could come here and just say how i feel so I am wallowing in self pity tonight. I am also wishing a happy 4th of July
Phyl
I don't know if you remember me but Dick passed away a year ago on the 15th. We had our family reunion on the 4th of July and he died the 15th. I am so depressed now. This is so much harder than any first holidays I spent without him. I go to his gravesite at least every week to say hi. I understand I am in the greiving process but the connection between the mind and heart just don't connect. I check in once in a while on the forum but I wish there was more progress in a year. I still keep hearing of more new cases. I just wanted to say hello again to everyone and we learned so much from you and I am just giving myself a hug from all of you who were there for us. I am feeling sorry for myself. Everyone says how good i am doing and how strong I am and how well I function but that is just my public face, my sadness is so profound not just for me but for all of you. I wish i could be positive but you once told me i could come here and just say how i feel so I am wallowing in self pity tonight. I am also wishing a happy 4th of July
Phyl