- Joined
- Oct 5, 2024
- Messages
- 16
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 10/2024
- Country
- US
- State
- WA
Emg confirmed widespread issues.
Im 39. Two kids ages 4 and 7. Such a happy family and I never imagined this for us. It’s been a long week of going in and out of dissociation and hyper awareness. Disbelieving and back to planning. Trying to be present for the kids and husband but also feel so far away. I am not asking anything in particular, just wanted to share how devastated I am that my girls will not have their mother for very long.
We went out to a busy brunch restaurant today and it was surreal trying to eat knowing that I am fatally ill. It’s so odd and confusing.
Im 39. Two kids ages 4 and 7. Such a happy family and I never imagined this for us. It’s been a long week of going in and out of dissociation and hyper awareness. Disbelieving and back to planning. Trying to be present for the kids and husband but also feel so far away. I am not asking anything in particular, just wanted to share how devastated I am that my girls will not have their mother for very long.
We went out to a busy brunch restaurant today and it was surreal trying to eat knowing that I am fatally ill. It’s so odd and confusing.