Trust me, pldo, i am right there with you. My hand is so sore and weak today. Some days some of my symptoms are worse than others. It changes all the time. One day I have such bad vocal cord probs that I can barely speak, the next day, its my legs that are cramping and twitching, the next my left hand and arm are giving me real trouble. And through it all fear prevails. i understand and so do all the others here.
Sometimes, i think that we all walk such a fine line between life and death. We really never know when our time is up. So I try as best I can to tell myself that each day is my last and make the most. Doesnt always work but as my husband keeps telling me - you only have 2 choices, fight or give up.