- May 30, 2015
I feel so alone. I feel so helpless and powerless. I feel so hopeless and depressed. I feel locked inside of my brain because I cannot express myself with my voice. I feel as if I'm hermetically sealed inside a capsule, and am not part of the world around me any longer. I have tried to think positively, I have tried to be involved, I have tried to continue to learn, I have tried to be proactive. It seems that nothing matters anymore. There is no reason for anything. And it is all only going to get worse. And the worst part is that I am going to be a huge burden in every way possible. And the longer I live the more of a burden I will be.