kfletcher
Active member
- Joined
- Apr 7, 2014
- Messages
- 56
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 12/2007
- Country
- Uni
- State
- Tennessee
- City
- Rutledge
As some of you might know I'very had a tough time for a little while now. Last March I woke up one day & well who would have thought getting into bed the previous night would have been my last steps. I could still stand & pivot but then was having some trouble with that sometimes and in June couldn't get myself up off the toilet & had to have my husband pick me up off the toilet & put me in my powerchair..at that time it felt like he pulled something on my rib, but was doing ok. Two days later I couldn't get up again and this time when he lifted me I let out a yell & said you hurt me that time. He broke 2 ribs.
just felt like things kept happening & so now I can't get myself to the toilet & I have to wear a brief, bladder got worse..now total incontinence. Don't want to go anywhere or do anything. I was spending hours upon hours sitting on the bedside commode because then I wasn't sitting in a wet brief.
just getting so very depressed & snapping at my husband. Telling him to put me in a nursing home & forget about me. Telling him when he try to console me, if you were in my shoes living my life, tell me you wouldn't want to end it. He's very patient with me, but I don't want to hear it's ok and we'll get through this.
I can't stop my feelings, I'm so mad, disgusted, sad, unhappy, depressed.
Getting to the end of my rope...can anyone who has been through this help me out?
just felt like things kept happening & so now I can't get myself to the toilet & I have to wear a brief, bladder got worse..now total incontinence. Don't want to go anywhere or do anything. I was spending hours upon hours sitting on the bedside commode because then I wasn't sitting in a wet brief.
just getting so very depressed & snapping at my husband. Telling him to put me in a nursing home & forget about me. Telling him when he try to console me, if you were in my shoes living my life, tell me you wouldn't want to end it. He's very patient with me, but I don't want to hear it's ok and we'll get through this.
I can't stop my feelings, I'm so mad, disgusted, sad, unhappy, depressed.
Getting to the end of my rope...can anyone who has been through this help me out?