Terri's bad day
Hi Terri,
I am sorry that you are having a bad time of it. Does your doctor know that you are having a hard time coping and feel like you are losing it? Maybe you need some medication like antidepressants to get you over this period of time. I know it is not nice to think about taking them, but it helped me when my mind was racing here and there trying to sort this thing out. Just try to stay positive (I KNOW, a very hard thing to do). If venting here helps you, then do it often. I am sure someone will have more advice. I just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you, and know that the time you are going through at the the very first is probably the worst time of this whole illness, mentally at least.
Hugs and prayers, Leah