- Joined
- Jan 3, 2023
- Messages
- 63
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 01/2023
- Country
- IE
Hi all.
Mana, thanks for checking in.
A bit of temporary relief from stressors thankfully, but not from the sadness and horror. There is no way around that, as you all know.
PALs and I taking a time out for a couple of nights as things got very intense and we both needed respite. He is with family and I am home alone. DD with friends as I am not the best at parenting right now. Or caring. Or anything. The silence is deafening. And a foreshadowing of endless griefy and lonely weekends to come. Used to love Fridays. Dread the future ones with every fibre of my being.
I can't get into details of the latest s***show within a s***show, but suffice to say the universe just keeps on kickin'. I am beside myself without him beside me. Even though I know we both needed the break. All the terrible feelings with no joy or relief in sight.
Sense of humour gone too. For now.
Love and strength to all.
X
Mana, thanks for checking in.
A bit of temporary relief from stressors thankfully, but not from the sadness and horror. There is no way around that, as you all know.
PALs and I taking a time out for a couple of nights as things got very intense and we both needed respite. He is with family and I am home alone. DD with friends as I am not the best at parenting right now. Or caring. Or anything. The silence is deafening. And a foreshadowing of endless griefy and lonely weekends to come. Used to love Fridays. Dread the future ones with every fibre of my being.
I can't get into details of the latest s***show within a s***show, but suffice to say the universe just keeps on kickin'. I am beside myself without him beside me. Even though I know we both needed the break. All the terrible feelings with no joy or relief in sight.
Sense of humour gone too. For now.
Love and strength to all.
X