Hi there- I haven't been on the site for years now. First thought I had bulbar ALS in 2010 & 2011, but Sunnybrook hospital insisted that I would be on my death bed if I had it. Two years ago I was diagnosed with probable ALS and now almost 10 years from the onset I'm diagnosed with definite ALS. I'm 67, am a widow and I have 2 sons. I've had all the tests and never have confirmed or negated the diagnose. It has only been made according to my progressive weakness.
I don't know if it's genetic in my case, but it doesn't really matter does it. It is what it is and all I can do is to do my best each day. Personally I'm a big believer of pollution and toxic environments. Growing up my sisters and I ran and rolled in the long grass of sprayed country roadside ditches. In the 1960's I use to spray our lawn with DDT and other agents. Didn't know any better then not sure that we do now? All the tests they do can only tell what you don't have. I know that once neurological damage is done there's nothing to do but to keep kicking the can for as long as one can..
I use my power chair in the community but still use my walker in my apartment. The only thing I can contribute to my lengthy progression is that I'm stubborn as hell and keep myself as busy as I can. I still do my own houseworker, which on some days is very challenging, change my bedding and I keep using my hands as much as I can. I write, paint and sew all which keep my mind focused and kind of alert. I work in bits, 5 minutes doing something then rest and then onto something else. Yes I'm constantly dropping and spilling things but I'm not going to sit in my chair each day waiting to die as only God knows when that might happen. I'm not ready yet so I keep myself busy. I don't get a lot of muscle pain anymore but am on a low does of morphine because of arthritis. I get a lot of strange nerve pain in my feet and legs, mostly in the evening, sometimes quite painful. I have a lot of trouble swallowing and with my speech. I've learned a few tricks of breathing and coughing when I do feel something is getting stuck in my throat. I get short of breath and can barely blow anything out of my nose. I can't get the force needed, so I mop up the best I can. I make sure my nose is as clear as I can get it before going to sleep and use a bipape during the night. My blood oxygen is between 86 & 92. My doctor won't give my oxygen until it drops to 82 to 76 as one can get too much carbon-dioxide in one's blood.
So what can we do. It is what it is and we can only do our best. Some days I do just sit all day but the next morning I start all over again. Try not to let the disease define who you are and what you can do. I hope this might be helpful . Bolette