Gpasler
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- Joined
- Nov 20, 2019
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- Reason
- Learn about ALS
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- Country
- US
- State
- NJ
- City
- Hillsborough
As for the basics, I am a 35 year old male, no familial history of ALS , though my father has Parkinson’s.
I've suffered several psychological traumas recently including my father being comatose and on the verge of death for several weeks. This is where my health anxiety started.
Shortly thereafter, I started experiencing tingling and burning in both of my feet (I know, not ALS symptoms) and soreness/muscle tightness in both ankles. I thought it was a muscle/nerve issue so I went to an orthopedist, which is where things really went downhill. Based upon my symptoms he initially diagnosed me with heredity peripheral neuropathy though no one else in my family had it. He elected to conduct an EMG/Nerve conduction study on both of my calves. The EMG results were perfectly normal (no fibs and everything else read "Nml."), though, of course my health anxiety tells me he didn't perform the test correctly.
Then he said something which really shocked me. He said he was referring me to a neurologist so that they could test for possible MS and ALS since he could find no issue with my peripheral nervous system. My mother, who was at the appointment with me, broke down crying and I did too. Probably understanding he shouldn’t have said that since I didn’t think I had any symptoms of ALS, he then quickly backtracked and said it was probably nothing.
However, since the doctor told me about MS and ALS, I have been an absolute wreck. The very next day, after the ortho mentioned MS and ALS, my muscles started twitching and both calves started cramping, signs that were never before present. I scheduled an appointment at the Neuromuscular and ALS Center of NJ.
While waiting for the appointment, I did not show up for work and have been constantly googling my symptoms and giving myself neurological tests (i.e. the Babinski test, Hoffman sign, pronator drift, and I downloaded an app for finger tapping as I understand that is a common neurological test). A few weekends ago, I also had my mother test me for the Babinski sign, and it’s getting out of control. The anxiety is debilitating, and I can’t stay off the internet, reading studies, performing tests on my self.
I went to the appointment at the ALS clinic, and the neuro performed an in office clinical exam. After the exam, she said nothing was wrong with me and she would not recommend any further testing.
So, that should be the end of it, right? Well, a month later, the muscles in my calves twitch 24/7 and the tightness/stiffness is still there.
I am treating with a psychologist and am on medication prescribed by my psychiatrist. However, in the back of my head, because of the persistent muscle twitching/tightness I still think there may be a possibility, either the EMG results were wrong or my neuro should have ordered another EMG or an MRI,
Again, I'm sorry to take up anyone's time with this nonsense, it's a part of my reassurance seeking, which I am trying to work on.
Thanks.