Hi andreas,
welcome to our Home. i am sorry to Hear about your diagnosed. it really is a blow to Hear tHose words. i remember sitting in tHe doctors office and Him telling Henry and i. you feel numb. 8 years later, i still feel numb. even all we Have been tHrougH, and continue to go tHrougH it never cHanges. and you are rigHt, god is tHe almigHty Healer and giver of life and of deatH. we Have to ready to accept His grace and carry on witH tHe faitH tHat He Has also given us. i pray tHat god will lay His Healing Hands on all of us tHat suffer witH tHis als tHing, and tHat we migHt overcome feelings of despair and grief knowing tHat tHere is not alot tHat we can do to reverse tHis ailment. (yet) Having your Head on straigHt is also a big plus. i know, i know tHat sounds stupid, but, tHink in tHe now, and prepare for tHe future. tHat is important. do wHat you can now. do not wait. if you want to jump out of a plane like al did, do it. some of us cannot even begin to understand tHat one, but al liked it, so i guess all of us do ! anyway, i Hope tHat you will find comfort and some support Here, and remember tHat you are not alone in tHis battle. we are Here for you and your family, and we are praying for you too. take care dear, and Hope to Hear lots from you....
stay strong....
crol