soonerwife
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- Joined
- Mar 16, 2016
- Messages
- 1,571
- Reason
- Lost a loved one
- Diagnosis
- 10/2015
- Country
- US
- State
- OK
- City
- Cleveland
This morning at 4:11 was one year since the love of my life became free of his hell. Or should I say our hell...
I don't even know what to think about that. The hell we went through, is more than I can believe actually. Honestly, how do any of us make it through that?
At 4:11, another kind of hell began. Living life without my best friend...
Missing him does not lessen. I miss him probably more today than I did that day.
Even though, that will always be in my life, missing him, grieving for him, still loving him.
I move forward. One step at a time.
I am able to have fun. I plan for the future. I have made changes that make my life better. I am ok where I am today....
No one knows what my future will hold. But we all know, there will be good days and bad days.
Some days I sing on the way home. Some days I cry all the way home.
I feel like this post is exactly what one year feels like. All over the place, one day at a time, one step at a time.
Thank you all for being my friends and walking along side me during this first year of grief!
I don't even know what to think about that. The hell we went through, is more than I can believe actually. Honestly, how do any of us make it through that?
At 4:11, another kind of hell began. Living life without my best friend...
Missing him does not lessen. I miss him probably more today than I did that day.
Even though, that will always be in my life, missing him, grieving for him, still loving him.
I move forward. One step at a time.
I am able to have fun. I plan for the future. I have made changes that make my life better. I am ok where I am today....
No one knows what my future will hold. But we all know, there will be good days and bad days.
Some days I sing on the way home. Some days I cry all the way home.
I feel like this post is exactly what one year feels like. All over the place, one day at a time, one step at a time.
Thank you all for being my friends and walking along side me during this first year of grief!