Barbie, what's a few more tears in a day! That was beautiful. Thank you for sharing. (And don't you get tired of people telling you how strong you are? My newest theory is that strength comes partly by the relationship you share with someone! This week my air conditioning broke, water pressure went to zip in the kitchen- and the cat has to go back to the vets AGAIN for infected eyes from seasonal allergies! Now in my OTHER life those incidents would be nothing much. Now that it's all on my shoulders, feeling overwhelmed because I'm dealing all alone without him to help me make decisions. Sure miss him every day - but everything will get solved and I'll survive these minor annoyances! Cause we know what really matters.). I still hope to meet you someday in Florida- just to see if you're real or truly superwoman! Lol. Donna