lauren74
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Hello, I am a 19 year old college student with a family history of ALS, my paternal grandmother and her nephew (her sisters son) both had ALS, so odds are high it's familial. I always thought this would be something I would have to deal with later in my life, maybe I would get a genetic test before having kids, but have been getting concerning progressive symptoms and would like someones opinion.
This started around September or October with dropping items from my hands. I was dropping multiple things a day like my toothbrush, pills, car keys, and food. By late December, my arms were weak, I was having difficulty holding things up and was dropping things even more (I dropped the church bulletin twice in one service, and a glass tube in my orgo lab which I am super careful about). In January my legs felt weak going up and especially down stairs, my feet "slapped" the ground when I walked loud enough that my family noticed, and my left food was sometimes dragging behind me when walking, especially up stairs or curbs. This is also when the twitching started, it was hardly noticeable at first, but it happened all over my body (except my face/mouth until very recently) and have gotten more intense with time.
Today I am still dealing with all of that, and recently my grip in my hands, mostly my left, has gotten much weaker. If I grip anything even lightly, my hand shakes from fatigue. My left hand has also had muscle loss, the muscle between my first finger and thumb is tiny on my left hand much larger on my right hand. My left arm cannot be held up without shaking and both of my legs shake with I lift them up, and I cannot stand up on my toes, squat, or stand on one leg without falling/being unsteady. I am not sure if I have any issues with my mouth and throat, my mom did ask if I'm having trouble swallowing since I choked on a meal a few times, but I have always been prone to choking so that is probably unrelated. I have noticed that sometimes it feels like my mouth moves too slow when I'm talking, I have been talking extra slowly lately and even despite that a few people have asked me to repeat myself.
I have been to my primary care doctor and got blood tests (CK, thyroid, and electrolytes were all normal) and a referral to a neurologist, which I am currently waiting on (appointment is in mid march). I know 19 is very young for this disease, and I am hopeful that this is being caused by something else. I feel like I should be anxious about this, which of course I am a bit, but mostly I'm sad. I feel terrible that my family could have to go through this, and lose me after we lost our dad a few years ago (not to als). I feel like I was just getting my life together, moving in to university and studying chemistry, and I'm worried it's going to be taken away. I try not to tell my mom about my symptoms since I don't want to give her any more to worry about, but this is hard to keep to myself. If anyone has any input I would really appreciate it, thank you
This started around September or October with dropping items from my hands. I was dropping multiple things a day like my toothbrush, pills, car keys, and food. By late December, my arms were weak, I was having difficulty holding things up and was dropping things even more (I dropped the church bulletin twice in one service, and a glass tube in my orgo lab which I am super careful about). In January my legs felt weak going up and especially down stairs, my feet "slapped" the ground when I walked loud enough that my family noticed, and my left food was sometimes dragging behind me when walking, especially up stairs or curbs. This is also when the twitching started, it was hardly noticeable at first, but it happened all over my body (except my face/mouth until very recently) and have gotten more intense with time.
Today I am still dealing with all of that, and recently my grip in my hands, mostly my left, has gotten much weaker. If I grip anything even lightly, my hand shakes from fatigue. My left hand has also had muscle loss, the muscle between my first finger and thumb is tiny on my left hand much larger on my right hand. My left arm cannot be held up without shaking and both of my legs shake with I lift them up, and I cannot stand up on my toes, squat, or stand on one leg without falling/being unsteady. I am not sure if I have any issues with my mouth and throat, my mom did ask if I'm having trouble swallowing since I choked on a meal a few times, but I have always been prone to choking so that is probably unrelated. I have noticed that sometimes it feels like my mouth moves too slow when I'm talking, I have been talking extra slowly lately and even despite that a few people have asked me to repeat myself.
I have been to my primary care doctor and got blood tests (CK, thyroid, and electrolytes were all normal) and a referral to a neurologist, which I am currently waiting on (appointment is in mid march). I know 19 is very young for this disease, and I am hopeful that this is being caused by something else. I feel like I should be anxious about this, which of course I am a bit, but mostly I'm sad. I feel terrible that my family could have to go through this, and lose me after we lost our dad a few years ago (not to als). I feel like I was just getting my life together, moving in to university and studying chemistry, and I'm worried it's going to be taken away. I try not to tell my mom about my symptoms since I don't want to give her any more to worry about, but this is hard to keep to myself. If anyone has any input I would really appreciate it, thank you
