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Hi everyone, I haven't posted in a while and thought I would come on and give you a life update. Things had been going really well for me and my family. I went back to school for my Masters in Education and in general starting taking care of myself. Well long story short, I went in for my...

So today would have been my dad's 71st birthday. I woke up just fine. I thought to myself, okay you got this. As the day wears on I am fighting back the tears. I remember last year on his birthday he cried so bad when we sang to him. He knew it would be his last. He knew!!! Just when I...

I don't know if this is common, but I have been having random panic attacks. I can be doing something or nothing and bam.. it just hits me and I feel like my heart is going to jump out of my chest and I have to leave whatever situation I am in. The doctor tried me on Celebrex? and it didn't...

What does it mean to realize something that has been sitting right in front of you?? I had a dream last night about my dad. I have dreamt about him in the past but not to this extent. In my dream we were doing all of the things that we used to do. However, at the end of the dream he fell. I...

I have been pondering telling my PAL's story since he passed. I know that when he was sick I spent many many hours researching this site to gain any information I could to help him. Towards then end I researched what to look for when my PALS begin his last journey. What I am asking ,before I...

It has been one month today since my dad died and it hit me like gangbusters. The pain comes in waves. Anyone else deal with this? Help...it is overwhelming to the point I cant even breathe...

This is going to be a long rant....my sister in law was over at my fathers house this past weekend and decided to go through his emails and start deleting things that she didn't want anyone to see. She was under the pretext that she was trying to log into his FB account to show my sister how to...

Today is my first day back to work since my father passed and I am a mess. I don't know if I am ready for this. I miss the coccoon of safety of my home. Please pray that I make it through the day without too many people bombarding me with questions.

So, it has been 4 days since my dad passed. The pain comes in waves. I know that he is finally healed, but I miss him terribly. Please don't get me wrong, I don't miss the shell he was left with.... I miss my best friend. His death was horrible. I would like to say it was peaceful, however...

Re: Rapid Decline I want to give everyone a quick update. My father gained his wings last night surrounded by his children. He is finally at peace. May you fly high love....Fly high!!!!