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My pals has gone to be with god tonight. And I didn't understand or listen very well to the calls who've lost their pals. And I feel sick. I am only 33, he was fine a midnight and I went to bed was supposed to be up at 1am for morphine dose but something woke me straight up at 1240am and I flew...

I am going out of my mind, he is basically sleeping coma-tose since Sunday, I don't know what to do. I can't leave him alone, hospice will come everyday now. He is 24hour care now. I don't know what to do. He opens his eyes sometimes only to close them. Has morphine when needed, and uses bipap...

I just can't sleep. After he had me lay with him holding his hand, said I love you 3 times. Kept looking at me...now he is finally asleep so I went to my bed so I can rest. (He has a small hospital bed and I can't sleep in it). But I worry will tonight be the night he passes in his sleep? Does...

Today has been a rough day, the last 2 days he has only been able to want 1.5 cans of milk. That's only 12 oz all day. He refuses any more. He has been coughing a lot today, refuses couch assist. He has mostly slept all day to the point where I would stare at him making sure he is breathing. He...

Since last Thursday, a week ago, my pals has started a new process. Sleeping way more, can only tolerate 3 cans of formula via g-tube only. Been using morphine in the day now as well and not just at night. He has stayed in bed all day 2 times this week, and other days only got in his PWC for a...

I'm finally able to log on again. Was having trouble but now I can. Anyway my hubby has to use the bedpan now to. He gets mad, but I cannot physically lift him anymore. He is too week. Legs collapse and I have been injured myself yesterday trying to lift him. I said no more, for safety he needs...

Ok so my pals (my husband) knows my feelings about how I refuse to have sex or be Intimate with him. He knows my caregiver to him he is my patient. I will snuggle or lay with him but nothing further. I just can't. And seriously it don't work. Not to be gross but it gets up but he can never...

He said he hates me now. He's mad about me not wanting to have sex with him. One It don't work anyway, two, he is completely paralyzed and my patient. And he don't care that it makes me uncomfortable.,so instead he rather leave, but where's he gonna go? He wants to move out, fine. But he said he...

I'm done with this caregiving duty. I will not take anymore of his meaness to me. Are there places where pals can go live? Like in a nursing home? Or will the state take all our assets to get him in there! I cannot do this, I had someone come the other night while I was out, he refused to let...

I don't know of anyone else is experiencing this or has. It's been 2 years and I'm his caregiver, not wife. We are married, but he is basically paralyzed but all mind. Beside Being mean to me. He yells every night when I don't lay with him. I don't want anything to do with that part. I wish I...