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    Now I've become Her Burden

    It's been close to 2 years since My Liz was taken from us after a 5 year ALS battle. And yes I have started a new life with a wonderful new Wife. The last 3 months have been horrible. I can't shake the feeling I'm cheating on Liz and shouldn't be happy. Thankfully my 2 children are not only...
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    Guilt is Growing as Re-Marriage comes closer

    Yes.. as my wedding day grows closer the guilt inside Me is becoming a Monster. Never in Million years did I think I would have ended up a " CALS" and never in a Billion years would I've of thought I would re-marry after such a Rollercoaster of 5 years living the ALS life. This is what Liz...
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    Therapy appointment Left Me Guilty

    Greetings All: I've found a new therapist and really made a nice connection with Her and have been going weekly for a few months now.. 2 days ago at my session we talked about Liz ( my late wife and Pals ) and My now Fiancé. It felt rather constructive and good at the time..But not long after...
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    Sad when I should be smiling

    With the 1 year anniversary past without to much sadness and My Son getting called back to his job and My Daughter getting into every college she applied to with many scholarship offers I feel like I was in a decent place. My new G/F is wonderful understanding and loving to the 3 of us.. My...
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    1 Year Anniversary of Her passing is Tomorrow

    For those nice enough to follow and comment on my journey of living life with my 2 kids after losing Liz last year just a quick update... All The graduation ceremonies went very well and not one person that we didn't want to show up did. I give them credit for showing some class.. I shared gobs...
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    Honor society awards tonight... Graduation Tomorrow night

    Going to be a Challenging couple days coming up.. Tonight is the Honor society awards Mass for my daughter.. each student will be giving a rose to their Mother.. so once again a sad reminder that Liz is gone for all of us. Obviously I'll be standing in as The Mom. It's way to early for My G/F to...
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    sadly we had to Go to the Police

    Well after changing the locks and leaving a note asking to respect our Privacy My poor Daughter stopped to say Hi to her Grandmother and 5 mins later her uncle ( My late wife liz's brother) showed up and started screaming at her and telling her that She was horrible for treating her grandma like...
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    Caregiving Round 2

    As it's been almost a year now since My Lizzy passed and as some know I have someone new in my life whom I think the world of. My G/F was very upfront about her Bipolar M/D condition right from when we started just chatting as old friends about How I was doing and if the kids needed anything (...
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    Had to change the locks to keep the In-laws out.

    Sadly the time had come I needed to change the locks and access codes to the house. My In-Laws feel it's ok to come and go as they please..My Mother in law sits and goes on and on about the loss of her daughter to my 17 year old little girl.. it's very upsetting for all of us but I can't have...
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    Today is Liz's Birthday

    Well we are at our first Birthday of Lizzy's without Her.. Time will tell how the Kids will do today.. can't help but feel an overwhelming feeling of being completely Alone in the world today.. doing my best to get thru my work day as we all know what a financial burden years of caregiving and...
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