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  1. Jason's Dream

    My New Existance

    I'm not sure who will all remember me, as it has been some time since my Sweetheart died in 2011. I am now over 3 years out into my new existence as a widow and mom to two beautiful little loves. I did hire a moving truck and 2 guys and moved us back into Jason and I's house. That was indeed...
  2. Jason's Dream

    Food Ideas

    Going to an ALS support meeting that is going to be hosted at a pALS house. We are to bring a food item. I wanted to bring an pALS friendly dish. I remember Jason had a hard time with cakes/muffins/ chips/ peanut butter/ salad/etc. I thought about a creamy mac-n-cheese and a juicy baked beans...
  3. Jason's Dream

    ~ <3 ~ 7 Months ~ <3 ~

    Today, 7 months ago, I told you I loved you, and kissed you one final time as you took your last breath, and I closed those beautiful eyes of yours for the last time. I miss your beautiful eyes, your soft skin, your sweet smile, your gentle calming voice, your great sense of humor.... quite...
  4. Jason's Dream

    Happy Birthday My Love

    I posted yesterday about my sweetheart on his birthday and somehow it was lost in moderator kingdom. Disappointed to say the least. Happy 39th Birthday, My Love. One of the hardest days yet. :(
  5. Jason's Dream

    Happy Birthday, My Love

    Sweetheart ~ Its so hard to believe this was taken just 2 years ago today. Today you should be turning the ripe "old" age of 39... you should be enjoying your children, instead of 6 feet under. Even 6 months later, and it is still very hard to fathom that you're gone. I miss your laughter, your...
  6. Jason's Dream

    It Still Stings..

    Before Jason died, I was trying to think, prepare myself maybe, at life without him. (Lord knows, I was in for a root awakening.. but I digress.) Both of our children (still living) have birthdays in the winter, and with Jason's love for our children, I told him an idea I had. I told him, that...
  7. Jason's Dream

    My heart needs a break. :(

    In between his family being horrible, and all the drama, and then all I need to get done and all... and now.. RIP, my cousin, Jimmy. Please think positive thoughts for my family, as they aren't sure if it was a suicide or a murder. As the guy he was with, has been arrested. He was only 27. I...
  8. Jason's Dream

    Can't Fix Stupid and Only Life Experiences Will Fix Ignorance

    So incredibly infuriated and trying to calm down after a woman basically trivialized what Jason and I went through these past 23+ months, by lamenting that I was only in my 30s and not in my 60s like her and her husband are. Why do people mistake age for maturity? Maturity does not come with...
  9. Jason's Dream

    How Does Time Seem To Go On, When My World Is Gone?

    Hard to fathom I have existed a moment without you, doesn't even seem possible you have been gone 6 months (ago today). Seems like only yesterday, I snuggled in your arms, I touched your precious face, I saw your beauitful eyes, I heard your sweet voice and infectious laughter, I held your hand...
  10. Jason's Dream

    Things you hate!

    Okay, thought it would be theraputic to list all the things we hate. Like what people say to us, how we are treated, ,... everything! I'll start: I HATE: 1.) When someone says they understand. How could they possible UNDERSTAND? Especially when I don't UNDERSTAND! 2.) When someone tells...
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