I Didn't mean that I was going to do anything drastic unless I was assured that I had this illness. I just meant that i am not strong enough to be able to live with that kind of thing hanging over my head. I don't know how anyone does it but it is done and it is impressive to say the least. And...
thank you all for your replies. I will try to find a way to get through this. I don't think I need crisis intervention or anything. I am still eating and going to class. I think i'll wait for my appointment at home My tuition seems to cover nothing but my classes in this school. I read that BFS...
I am sorry. I am not strong enough to live like that. Knowing. I have seen your stories and some have good outlooks on life. But i am just not that way. so many of my life goals revolve around things id still like to do with my body. I'm probobly to much of a coward to take my own life anyway...
I appreciate everyone talking to me.
I will try to make the reassurance last as long as I can.
I can't wait until I have saved up enough for Halo 4 it will hopefully give me something to concentrate on until then I just play chess.
I don't actually know what main campus has. I know at my...
I will be seeing my pysch when I get for christmas. if only to get my new prescription. I know the leg thing is most likely somantic its just so much more real than the usual feelings I can force on myself. After reading most of the topics on this page I expect to soon be ousted for not being...
your bumping efforts have led to me reading this. your attempts are not in vain. The problem may be that we with percieved weakness (assuming that is me) beleive that the things we feel now are just a slow progression of als. thats what I fear i guess.
I am a 20 y.o male student at psu. I am currently terrified that I am going to die from this disease. I was diagnosed with OCD when I was 15 and I am no stranger to unrelenting anxiety and fear.
This fear all started friday 11/2/12 when I searched Muscle twitching. My left tricep had begun...