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    Steve's flying free

    I'm glad you had that beautiful final moment and it's important to think of it often during the process of grieving. I wish you lots of strength and peace.
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    My One Year

    My one year anniversary was last month. I actually decided to take that week off from work and spend it alone in Cape Cod, which was always a special place for us. I went to the beach at sunset on the very last day of this year of grief and sorrow. As I rode my bike taking in all the...
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    My sweet husband is gone.

    What a moving testimonial to your PALS. I am so sorry for your loss.
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    Angela- Billard's wife

    So sorry for your loss Billard. I was touched by reading about the special relationship you had with your wife. I wish you much strength during the coming period of grief.
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    I had a dream shortly after my PALS died that he was healthy and drinking a glass of water. In my dream I told him, "I knew it! I knew you would be cured and it happened!" I think it helped me to see him that way again. That said, I have also had subsequent dreams of him being sick, or...
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    Paul's Ferd

    I am so sorry. Nothing prepares you for this pain, nothing. I wish you much strength.
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    Where do I belong?

    I hear you loud and clear soonerwife. There is a certain type of loneliness that comes with being a widow/widower that I had never experienced and never thought could be possible. As horrible as the illness is, it is something you get to share in a very intimate way with your PALS. I find that...
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    my dad is tortured with saliva/mucus - need advice...

    Something that helped us to manage the excess saliva was a portable suction machine with a long wand that sucks all that extra stuff out of the mouth. It was provided by our respiratory therapist.
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    Now I've become Her Burden

    I am glad you are seeking help Staying Strong - hopefully the meds will get rid of the negative thoughts. One thing I have learned as a fellow survivor, is that we have to learn to compartmentalize the pain, otherwise it is impossible to go on living. You have to keep your life with Liz in a...
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    Woke Up - Air Hunger

    Thinking of you Pete and thankful for all your posts in this forum - many things you wrote in the past helped me when my PALS was here. Virtual hugs to you.