well, I would say that the medication is definitely helping. But I would consult your doctor on this question. Cetriaxone might be just putting a bandaid on the situation. Would your progress stop if you stopped taking it?
Yeah, your not a jerk. It is good to vent. This is the place to do it. Everyone here I am sure is more than willing to help you find the right way. Thanks for sharing your feelings with us! Don't be shy.