Thank you all for the support, I must have read this entire post a hundred times over and refreshed it thousands more than that. I want you all to know how much each response means to me.
I feel extremely lost and depressed without my father, but one thing that sticks out in my mind is him...
I left the room for 5 minutes and said what I needed to say before I did, and when I came back, he was gone. I have a feeling that even in the very end, my Dad wanted to protect me from watching him go.
I feel truly blessed to have been able to express my love for him in the last 7 days, I know...
I'm sitting here alone in the 3 bed room home we lived in for the last 10 years. I was his care giver for the last 3 years, a few months ago when he could no longer use the restroom by himself he looked at me like he wanted to cry and said "you're the perfect son for me, thank you, thank you"...
This is going to be a long post but I'm so terrified and I need guidance. I will start from the beginning.
3 years ago my dad ended up with foot drop, CT scan also showed pinched nerves in his back, he had back surgery and began walking with a brace. 6 Months later he fell at work and broke his...
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