I have but in the mean time im trying to go the MDA Clinic here in Oklahoma city, ive seen a regular neurologist and he told me i didn't have als but something is really bad and its getting worse, i have a internist that talks to me on the phone every couple of weeks and he helps me by just listening to me because he knows im scared for my life he has tried to put me on antidepressants but i refuse to take them because they cause me crazy feelings