Hello Oscar,
I have been trying to figure out what's wrong with me for 4 yrs now. I saw a number of docs (neuro, psych, Intern med) and I don't really know what to tell you except that I understand your mental and physical state. It is hard living in discomfort and stress for years and appear to the medical community as "healthy". I have a hard time looking forward to anything since I feel a grief for my self diagnosis of ALS. I had help and went on anti anxiety/depression meds for a few months. It did help my mental state but the pain and fatigue were always there. My symptoms progress slowly and I always get down when I notice a new cramp or weakness. It's a tough journey. I am sure you read up a lot on CFS and BFS. I am trying to convince myself that this what I have and that things will get better. Unfortunately, every morning is the same: stiffness, weakness, twitching. Keep your spirits up, I will let you know if I ever get better, maybe we have something similar.