If you need Propofol treatments, check out IIB Medical (http://iibmedical.com/lpo1/), I am going there next week. You may be closer to a clinic I heard about in the Bahamas, so check them out too. If you contact IIB, negotiate a membership so you can get ongoing treatment real cheap. If you decide to have this conversation with them and want to know how mine went, let me know. You're not on death row, you can beat this. Remember half the fight is done by your spirit, so be POSITIVE. PM me if you need help with this.