Good morning Kaye, I have always loved trees since I was a kid. I used to lean against the tree trunk while sitting under a tree...I would get so still and silent I felt I was one with the tree. This my kid version of meditation. "And I see that tall Redwood reaching up towards heaven in its beauty and majesty, and I felt that is why you call yourself Sequoia." YOU ARE RIGHT! These big trees blew me away the first time I visited Sequoia Natl Park. Sequoia means in the Native American tongue: "One who never dies" because the only thing that can kill a sequoia is mankind. They have special chemicals in the bark that defend bugs and even fire, like asbestos....Kaye remain loving that is all that matters...but that means toward yourself too...take the time for online friends, you need this, and deserve this. I love you. ((hugs))