pscheffel,
Thankyou so much for your message to me. When we went in for the test Wednesday and they told us, I was still in shock, denial maybe. I held it together until we got back to her house and I had to call family members that were expecting to know what we found out. Even then, trying to tell my husband who was here in Hancock with our kids, that's when it hit me. I want to try my hardest to be strong for my mom. But even today, I had to go shopping for paper towel and shampoo and I feel like I am in a fog. I've always seen things that I've thought to myself "mom would like that", and even today, same thing... and it occurred to me that one day she will not be here and yet I know I will always think of her when I see things she would like.
Honestly, I feel like she is not strong enough to fight this and that is what scares me. On a good note, my sister in law is going to bring her here to my house next weekend. :O) I cannot wait to show her this site.