Hi there... Wanted to send you a HUG, because I have been there...Some days the darkness, hopelessness looms. Just remember you arent alone, even though your condo echoes the silence. Try not to focus on next week... Look at today. Its the little things that I find beautiful.... I found my peace in Jimmy Valvano's famous speech, and I hope it somehow helps you....
"There are 3 things we must do each day; Laugh, Cry & Think. If we accomplish that its a Full day,, and if we are able to do that all week, well we have something pretty special!!!"
Sending you my love and shoulder to lean on. Hugs Michelle