Hi Sammantha, good to hear from you! Getting pissed off is a good thing, it lets us know that we're still here. Seriously, your post touched me how lonely you seemed, and I know exactly how you feel. Thank God for my kids and my Mom, a bit less so for hubby, who's NOT stepping up to the plate though he cried like a baby when he found out about my initial diagnosis... which hasn't been 100% confirmed, so I'm holding onto that. It would be nice to have someone I could talk to about the different tests besides my 85-year-old Mom, who's become a caregiver for my step-Dad this year as well. Thank goodness for a couple of friends who have gone with me to some of the initial tests in Boston, so I didn't have to go alone. I was so overwhelmed at first. I still can't talk about it to some people, and other times I can. I guess it depends how much I feel its true.
Keep me posted how you're doing... and let's give our hubby's a good kick in their butts!
Helen