Hi smwelder. I got teary eyed reading your response. i really hope my fiance can get over this hump because I been trying to get him where your at. Seems like the more I try the more he pulls back. He told me that he want me and the kids to remember him how he was (a fighter, strong, handling everything) and not remember him as he is now. He truly breaks my heart to see him that way. He don't understand that I rather enjoy a part of him then none at all... I wish you and your family the best