I realize at this point that this community is modded with an iron fist as to which the barrier to entry is more than just limited to a diagnosis of ALS. I think it's important to remember here that I've been restricted to not posting about myself which doesn't allow me to make updates. It's been a month since then. Things change as do the progression of this awful disease. I realize that this community is full of sick, miserable, dying people and is a toxic nesting ground for friendship esp for someone like me with a personality that has proven to not mendwell with the hivemind. That being said, I kept reading, I found some helpful tips and pulled my chart from UC Davis and read the awful 'probable ALS' verbage with my own eyes. I knew I wasn't breathing right and the fasciculations were there. But that chart. My heart was played with enough, I thought it was over. I just wanted someone to relate to with my breathing issues by asking Nebhra. Can't I just do that?