Believe me, treat the anxiety - DO go on anxiety websites and learn tips for handling anxiety - one great site is ANXIETYCENTRE.COM - it is so worth the few dollars to join the member site (I think it is $8.99/mo) and read about how to deal with anxiety. It has helped me get through this. Breathing, talking positively to yourself saying healing things in your mind, listening to calming music and prayer all help.
Your post is not long and I am here. Feel free to reach out, vent, talk or share as you need to. Also, have you been on the BFSRECOVERY.COM page? It is outstanding and is a magnificent group of very supportive people who will totally understand what you are going through more than you can imagine. I was told I have BFS, too, but as other symptoms developed I got very scared and anxious. I also feel like no one understood until I found the BFS group. So many of them have been through what we are going through and some are still going through it.
Your post is not long and I am here. Feel free to reach out, vent, talk or share as you need to. Also, have you been on the BFSRECOVERY.COM page? It is outstanding and is a magnificent group of very supportive people who will totally understand what you are going through more than you can imagine. I was told I have BFS, too, but as other symptoms developed I got very scared and anxious. I also feel like no one understood until I found the BFS group. So many of them have been through what we are going through and some are still going through it.