Feeling down - I am so angry with EVERYTHING! I feel so bad - Jim is having a hard time and I feel angry with him. He is saying he is having problems opening and closing his eyes (okay not angry on that one.) He is back to getting up several times a night - but having problems getting in and...
The help I do have helps me during the weekends. I really don't know who else to turn to for help. Funds are beyond tight so paying someone is not an option. I do leave him/them alone at times for me time (which according to the FTD neuro is fine). Right now my BFF is out of state at least...
Indiana University helped with the AFTD conference in Indianapolis a couple years ago - I know they had some researchers, etc there. I would try to contact AFTD and see if they can direct you to a neuro there.
OMG - I have seen so much of this lately! We went to the zoo and I watched 4 adults load 2 kids into their strollers and literally run to the enterance. Same when we went to the Browns training camp - two young dads carrying their kids on their shoulders then load them into the car and hop...
Tonight Jim came down stairs and our six year old was crying. I asked him why she was crying (he was just up there) he said no reason. Minutes later she came downstairs crying - daddy kicked her in the face (she is sleeping in a tent in the living room.) When I asked what happened he said she...
If you are asking these questions - it is time. I was in denial for so long - so afraid to take that last bit of freedom away. I even had him do a driving test at the Cleveland Clinic - and they passed him. Problem was - he scored ok but they don't have scores for 35 yr olds! Before he was...
Had a good day today. Jim was a bit wiped out - he spent most of the day alone with the kids yesterday due to a sleep study that I had (which went awful - another story all together!) Despite both being tired we went to a friends childrens bday party. I met her less then 1 yr ago in the PTA...