Hey Mike no your arent out of line lol...I used to be a fitness model before I got sick. I have mononeuritis multiplex which is a sensory axonal neuropathy with preservation of reflexes and includes alot of pain unfortunately. If you google it the emedicine has the best info on it and its diagnostic criteria. Yea my bf did split on me but I'm doing alright. I just look at this as my next great triumph. If you need anything I'm here. I start school today so gotta get ready.