I hesitate to welcome you, Kangiserlucas, but here you are, so.....welcome. I know the state of mind that almost every new person is in when they sing up. Take comfort in knowing that it will get better. The more you read and learn, the easier it is to come to grips with all this. Here, you will find many very nice, knowledgeable and caring people who are more than willing to help you in any way they can. I can't believe how many new people are joining each and every day. It's not only incredible, it's also sad. However, you are at the right place. Please feel free to ask, talk, vent, whatever. There is a 'thread' for almost any topic.....you'll see.