I am dealing with such depression and fear. I am newly diagnosed, somewhat in denial, taking lexapro, wellbutrin, but the mornings are awful. I am on FMLA from my job and fear I will not be able to return. My ability to speak is severely compromised. I cant apply for medicare until I no longer receive a paycheck. I try to live each day one day at a time and have a strong faith in God. Without my job, my main support team is gone. I feel like I am whining but it is just not my best day. Thanks for listening.