Hi, I am a new member unfortunately to become a member it means another person has been afflicted with this terrible disease. I am a caregiver to my husband who was diagnosed in Feb 2016 but the neurologist thinks he's had ALS for 3 years. My husband is total care and I find myself "mad" at him for getting this terrible disease. I know it is irrational to be mad at him and I know I am really mad at ALS. I hate what this has done to my strong, vibrant husband. We were supposed to grow old together, travel to various golf courses in the country and laugh along the way, now he cannot even talk. I hate ALS!!!