So sorry if I offended you. I really did not have that intention but can see how this can be seen that way and that is my fault. I think that section of the site is indeed a difficult one for people to have to read anxieties of others that don't have the same or anything like similar problems and it is incredible that people even take time to read the posts let alone respond to stories like mine in hindsight. I really wanted to say thanks as you are so right and extremely caring to have responded and taken the effort to do so. I wish you love. Brad