I would be giving an injustice to this forum if I were not honest and I appreciate you accepting that. It would be much easier on all of us if we could just put the covers over our head and pretend this is a bad dream. But it's not - it's a nightmare. My husband is not ready to leave and I struggle to understand why he wants to stay. He has no life. He is existing. Please join us CALS on the thread called "Pity Party". One of our CALS started it and it is a wonderful place to vent,cry and even laugh. We are all here for one another! Love and hugs.