alone

I am trying to get into BFSForum.com and every time it say that in order to activate my membership you need to contact an administrator but the only way to do that is to log in first but I can't log in because my account isn't active so they say. It's torcher having BFS. I feel chronic fatigue and I feel so week at least with ALS you get to die. I want Doctor Kevorkian. This is now way to live. It's painful and no one understands. For God sakes some body help me. ****ing hell.

I hope you are feeling better!