OlgaS
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- May 24, 2009
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- Loved one DX
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Hello everyone....
What's weird is that everytime I sit down to type about what's going on my mind just goes blank, so I'm just going to type as it comes to me....
My husband who is only 28years old has been diagnosed with ALS. We just had our first child in February. Our little blessing and what gives my husband hope and strength to push on each day.
I keep expecting to wake up from this. This can't be happening.
I know losing someone at ANY age is so painful but why him, why now ? He's so young, this shouldn't be happening. We just had our little boy, I need him to be here with us.
When he just got diagnosed last July that's all I thought about 24/7. And then at some point I think it was too painful for me to think about so my mind just blocked it all out.
I've gotten really good at pretending it's not happening. But it is, in front of my eyes I see him needing more and more help with simple things.
Just recently he told me he's not able to write too well. Has difficulty putting his socks on and more heartbreaking than anything else (for him I think) is that he can't walk around carrying our son because he's afraid he will trip and fall with him.
I just feel so overhelmed sometimes because I don't know where to start. I need to look into getting him on disability and me staying home to help him but I just don't know where to even begin. I wonder how long it's going to be before he can't work etc...just so many things to worry about......
Olga
What's weird is that everytime I sit down to type about what's going on my mind just goes blank, so I'm just going to type as it comes to me....
My husband who is only 28years old has been diagnosed with ALS. We just had our first child in February. Our little blessing and what gives my husband hope and strength to push on each day.
I keep expecting to wake up from this. This can't be happening.
I know losing someone at ANY age is so painful but why him, why now ? He's so young, this shouldn't be happening. We just had our little boy, I need him to be here with us.
When he just got diagnosed last July that's all I thought about 24/7. And then at some point I think it was too painful for me to think about so my mind just blocked it all out.
I've gotten really good at pretending it's not happening. But it is, in front of my eyes I see him needing more and more help with simple things.
Just recently he told me he's not able to write too well. Has difficulty putting his socks on and more heartbreaking than anything else (for him I think) is that he can't walk around carrying our son because he's afraid he will trip and fall with him.
I just feel so overhelmed sometimes because I don't know where to start. I need to look into getting him on disability and me staying home to help him but I just don't know where to even begin. I wonder how long it's going to be before he can't work etc...just so many things to worry about......
Olga