emi82
Member
- Joined
- Mar 13, 2014
- Messages
- 24
- Reason
- Loved one DX
- Diagnosis
- 12/2013
- Country
- US
- State
- Maryland
- City
- Bowie
December 16, 2013 - a date engraved in my mind because it was the day my mom came back with the diagnosis of Amytrophic Lateral Sclerosis. When that term came out of my aunt’s mouth I froze in disbelief - In my college class it was discussed so briefly but the one thing I remembered was that there was no cure. “I must be thinking of the wrong disease - my mom didn’t fit at all the profile of someone with ALS - just a few months back her neurologist thought it was a pinched nerve - what?’
My mom’s noticeable symptoms started with her left hand thumb and index finger. They started to become so weak that she couldn’t tie her hair up or button her clothes. She still continued to go to the office, do grocery shopping, and cook and still not complaining. Now I think of her using the right hand to cut up the meat while the left hand offered very little support. She continued to do as much as she was doing before though slower until about a month before the diagnosis. I honestly can’t stop thinking of my mom just in the earlier part of 2013 lugging in 4 gallons of milk, two in each hand. I just can’t stop thinking…
I am usually in these thoughts as I peruse through the ALS forum. No, I have never joined in the discussions before but the people on here have been a source of comfort, knowledge, and inspiration.I just wanted to read and read and read. It also allowed me to see that at the core of ALS - were the affected people, discussing and offering ideas, prayers, and support. Everyone had and has a story. I kept reading trying to find similarities and differences between my mom and others. There are so many clinical trials and research aiming at the same thing - is there a core similarity?
I started jotting down some questions - hoping to find the answers. Now I was hoping to just share these questions with you. I don’t know if this will help at all but I was thinking that if we can graph our personal stories together, we will be able to see immediate results rather than waiting for researchers to come back with the results much later. I hope that you can take a moment to look at and answer this short anonymous questionnaire. I don’t know if this will help in anyway at all but I wanted us - the people affected - to be able to openly see results to questions we have perhaps answered over and over again. Please let me know if you think these are not the important questions or if there are more to add - something that might help us or lead our thoughts to a common link that we share.
My mom’s noticeable symptoms started with her left hand thumb and index finger. They started to become so weak that she couldn’t tie her hair up or button her clothes. She still continued to go to the office, do grocery shopping, and cook and still not complaining. Now I think of her using the right hand to cut up the meat while the left hand offered very little support. She continued to do as much as she was doing before though slower until about a month before the diagnosis. I honestly can’t stop thinking of my mom just in the earlier part of 2013 lugging in 4 gallons of milk, two in each hand. I just can’t stop thinking…
I am usually in these thoughts as I peruse through the ALS forum. No, I have never joined in the discussions before but the people on here have been a source of comfort, knowledge, and inspiration.I just wanted to read and read and read. It also allowed me to see that at the core of ALS - were the affected people, discussing and offering ideas, prayers, and support. Everyone had and has a story. I kept reading trying to find similarities and differences between my mom and others. There are so many clinical trials and research aiming at the same thing - is there a core similarity?
I started jotting down some questions - hoping to find the answers. Now I was hoping to just share these questions with you. I don’t know if this will help at all but I was thinking that if we can graph our personal stories together, we will be able to see immediate results rather than waiting for researchers to come back with the results much later. I hope that you can take a moment to look at and answer this short anonymous questionnaire. I don’t know if this will help in anyway at all but I wanted us - the people affected - to be able to openly see results to questions we have perhaps answered over and over again. Please let me know if you think these are not the important questions or if there are more to add - something that might help us or lead our thoughts to a common link that we share.