rmstudier
Active member
- Joined
- Jan 31, 2010
- Messages
- 94
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 01/2010
- Country
- US
- State
- wisconsin
- City
- eau claire
ALS is a struggle and is depressing. As I continue to lose function, it's easy to dwell on the negative aspects of this disease. I have discovered, however, there are a couple of positives for me.
I look out the window this morning in Wisconsin and see the large gently falling snowflakes with my pine trees in the backdrop. This is beauty in nature that I can now savor instead of worrying about things like driving on slippery roads or cleaning up after the snow storm.
I notice the beauty in nature all the more because I now spend so much idle time caused by my immobility. I know the birds that frequent my backyard....bluejay, cardinals, yellow finches, a crow and many others. My backyard is also blessed with an integrated squirrel community of grey, black and white squirrels. Until recently I did not know that white squirrels existed. I've watched them prepare for winter by acrobatically snatching crab apples from my tree and hiding them in places only they will remember.
As my physical abilities deteriorate, I am more and more dependent on other people for even the most basic of needs. I am a control freak who finds this experience humbling. Maybe this is a life lesson that I needed.
Can anyone relate?
I look out the window this morning in Wisconsin and see the large gently falling snowflakes with my pine trees in the backdrop. This is beauty in nature that I can now savor instead of worrying about things like driving on slippery roads or cleaning up after the snow storm.
I notice the beauty in nature all the more because I now spend so much idle time caused by my immobility. I know the birds that frequent my backyard....bluejay, cardinals, yellow finches, a crow and many others. My backyard is also blessed with an integrated squirrel community of grey, black and white squirrels. Until recently I did not know that white squirrels existed. I've watched them prepare for winter by acrobatically snatching crab apples from my tree and hiding them in places only they will remember.
As my physical abilities deteriorate, I am more and more dependent on other people for even the most basic of needs. I am a control freak who finds this experience humbling. Maybe this is a life lesson that I needed.
Can anyone relate?