chally
Very helpful member
- Joined
- Apr 23, 2015
- Messages
- 1,265
- Reason
- PALS
- Diagnosis
- 02/2015
- Country
- US
- State
- wv.
- City
- renick
Well after a big family wedding that was a lot of fun I am now at home trying to rest up.
My body is like a big shovel of really good earth that was placed in a creek of moving water and just slowly little by little it crumbles away almost unnoticeable at first then more and more so as the water erodes the pile of earth down to nothing, this nightmare never stops!
Everything goes, it is so hard to keep accepting what the new me is when there is very little left. Now sister morphine is becoming my friend as my breathing is labored and the trilogy works only so well. I know this too will pass and I appreciate the place to rant some, I am sure tomorrow will bring new light.
The combo of my body failing and so many pals moving on lately is hitting hard and it's not like we're not fighting and living life to the best we can, but it does seem to be like pissing in the wind. Don't read this if your not feeling good! Dam should have said that first! Thanks family love a all chally
My body is like a big shovel of really good earth that was placed in a creek of moving water and just slowly little by little it crumbles away almost unnoticeable at first then more and more so as the water erodes the pile of earth down to nothing, this nightmare never stops!
Everything goes, it is so hard to keep accepting what the new me is when there is very little left. Now sister morphine is becoming my friend as my breathing is labored and the trilogy works only so well. I know this too will pass and I appreciate the place to rant some, I am sure tomorrow will bring new light.
The combo of my body failing and so many pals moving on lately is hitting hard and it's not like we're not fighting and living life to the best we can, but it does seem to be like pissing in the wind. Don't read this if your not feeling good! Dam should have said that first! Thanks family love a all chally